I Found Myself Pregnant After Becoming An Omega 41

 

Chapter 41: I Like You, and I Admit It

 

The sparks buried deep within Ji Yu’s heart ignited into a raging fire, and the fiery flames spread along his blood to his limbs and bones in an instant.

 

The cold white skin was dyed pink little by little, and the sanity Ji Yu had tried hard to regained gradually disappeared. Ji Yu's mind went blank, and he couldn't feel anything except comfort and pleasure.

 

The annoying itch was finally scratched, and he wanted to sigh in comfort.

 

But his lips were blocked, so he could only tighten his hands on the broad back before him, curl up his toes, and stomp on the floor tiles hard.

 

Ji Yu narrowed his beautiful eyes, his breath ragged.

 

The shower has been turned off long ago, but the temperature in the bathroom still hasn't dropped.

 

The moist and sultry mist lingered around the two people who were passionately locking lips.

 

He Zhou’s dry pants absorbed the moisture little by little, and its color gradually deepened and became softer, clearly outlining the man’s physical reaction.

 

He Zhou pressed his hand harder on the back of Ji Yu's head, deepening the kiss.

 

Their lips were bound so tightly together that it was impossible to tell who's breath was hotter.

 

After a long time, He Zhou finally let go of Ji Yu and chuckled: "Hey, breathe."

 

Ji Yu was like swimmer starved of oxygen, who had finally managed to float to the surface. He took two hard breaths with his mouth wide open, before blinking, and subconsciously moved his throat and swallowed.

 

It wasn't until he met He Zhou's smiling gaze that he realized what he had done, and reached out his hand to hastily wipe the corner of his mouth.

 

"What are you looking at?"

 

His voice was soft and hoarse, and his eyes seemed to be filled with water. Despite Ji Yu’s best effort to sound strong, his glare came out rather coquettish.

 

He Zhou's heart moved, and he stretched out his thumb to rub Ji Yu's lips: "How was it?"

 

Ji Yu waved away He Zhou's hand and looked away: "How was what?"

 

"The kiss just now. Did you like it?"

 

Ji Yu blinked and said in a voice like a mosquito, "It's not bad."

 

Looking at the earlobes that were so red that they could drip blood, the smile in He Zhou's eyes got wider and wider: "So you admit that you like men?"

 

"...Hmm." Ji Yu's lips moved and he responded vaguely.

 

He Zhou smiled again.

 

His chest trembled, and his hot breath blew against Ji Yu's ears.

 

Ji Yu lowered his eyes and shrank his neck, rubbing his ears harshly, making them even redder.

 

Halfway through rubbing, Ji Yu’s hand was grabbed, and a broad and warm palm was placed against his ear, before brushing over them gently twice.

 

Ji Yu continued to lower his eyes, his long eyelashes trembling.

 

He didn't look at He Zhou, didn't say anything, and just sat there, not knowing what he was thinking.

 

He Zhou didn't ask any further questions.

 

He looked down at Ji Yu and couldn't help but reach out to comb the wet black hair that he had messed up.

 

His long fingers ran through black hair and brushed against the scalp.

 

Ji Yu flinched and reached out again to swat He Zhou's hand away.

 

The sound of "slap" was very clear in the quiet and sealed bathroom.

 

He Zhou raised his eyebrows and took his hand back.

 

He lowered his eyes and looked at Ji Yu and said, "Do you think it's wrong?"

 

"Um..."

 

This time Ji Yu finally reacted.

 

"What we're doing is normal. Like and love should not have gender limitations."

 

Ji Yu lowered his head and said: "I know. It’s just-"

 

He dawdled for a bit and frowned, "It just feels weird."

 

In many aspects, Ji Yu can already be considered as being very mentally strong.

 

He didn't break down on the spot, lashes out, or throw a tantrum.

 

He had calmly analyzed the situation and accepted his current predicament. 

However, while merely accepting his sexuality wasn’t particularly difficult, asking him to immediately jumped on board and go along with He Zhou’s advances was a bit too much.

 

More than just confused, a part of Ji Yu was still shocked.

 

Ji Yu never imagined that he would actually like the same sex. Even just a kiss could easily stir up all the cells in his body.

 

If He Zhou hadn't let him go due to lack of oxygen, there was no telling what would happen next.

 

Maybe... they would have done something even more outrageous.

 

Like… sex.

 

Just thinking of this word made Ji Yu feel terribly ashamed, but what was even more terrible was—

 

His body seemed hungry for this “word.”

 

Especially his behind.

 

A kiss had miraculously enlightened him in an instant, and he suddenly understood what was going on.

 

He is not sick, nor it is any of the crazy reasons on the Internet.

 

It’s simple.

 

He just wanted a man.

 

A strong, and powerful man who can easily push him down.

 

It doesn't matter whether this desire comes from him or from this body.

 

Because this body is his now, this desire is generated by his brain and felt by himself.

 

So…..

 

What on earth is he going to do?

 

After a long silence, Ji Yu said hesitantly: "I..."

 

He Zhou looked at Ji Yu leisurely: "Hm?"

 

Ji Yu bit his lower lip, unable to say the next words.

 

After a long time, he slumped his shoulders, covered his face with his hands as if giving up.

 

"Do me a favor and get me another inhibitor."

 

"But you're not in heat."

 

He Zhou clicked on Ji Yu's suppression ring. Although the value on it had increased a bit, it was still within the normal range. Besides, if Ji Yu was really in heat, he wouldn’t be able to remain so sober. 

 

"Inhibitors are not something that can be used casually."

 

Ji Yu pulled away his hand and said angrily: "Then what the hell am I supposed to do?"

 

He was extremely irritated, "Do you know that I am now—"

 

The words paused, Ji Yu pursed his lips, he was too embarrassed to say the rest of his sentence.

 

"That you what?" He Zhou looked at Ji Yu steadily.

 

They were very close, and their faces were almost touching.

 

Ji Yu gritted his teeth and said nothing.

 

He Zhou looked at him and whispered again: "You what?"

 

After finished speaking, He Zhou suddenly moved.

 

His hand reached around Ji Yu’s back and lowered until it touches soft plump buns.

 

Ji Yu stared at He Zhou with wide eyes and grabbed the sneaky arm with both hands.

 

But no matter how hard he tried, He Zhou's hand remained motionless.

 

The deep black eyes reflected a shocked and blushing face.

 

He Zhou asked him again: "Is it this?"

 

Ji Yu gritted his teeth and his face felt like it was burning.

 

He exerted more force on his hands, practically digging his fingertips into the strong muscles.

 

Ji Yu glared at He Zhou with his shiny black eyes, and squeezed out two words from between his teeth: "Get away!"

 

He Zhou withdrew his hand without changing his expression and spread it out in front of Ji Yu.

 

Ji Yu could only watch in silence as the fingers in front of him opened, revealing a transparent mucus that was slowly sliding down.

 

A slightly weird smell filled their noses.

 

He Zhou didn't speak, and Ji Yu didn't say a word either.

 

Both of their eyes were focused on the fingers glistening in the light. In the end, Ji Yu was the first to look away.

 

He pushed He Zhou away and stood up unsteadily. After getting the shower head, he turned around and aimed it directly at He Zhou's hand.

 

After turning knob to the highest setting, a powerful jet of water shot out from the nozzle, immediately washing the hand clean.

 

He Zhou's fingers clean, but Ji Yu was not satisfied yet. He turned his hand with a dull face and pointed the shower head at the place where he was squatting just now.

 

There was a puddle there.

 

The clear water rushed through quickly, and the tiles soon became clean.

 

The hand is clean, the tiles are clean, but there was one place that couldn't be rinsed clean.

 

“Down there” is still itchy, still wet and sticky.

 

The shower head was thrown to the ground, and Ji Yu squatted down dejectedly.

 

He held his head and said in a muffled voice, "I'm so annoyed."

 

He could barely accept that he liked men, because this was the conclusion he came to through his own volition.

 

But the physical reaction of his body was not at all under his control. It came suddenly and inexplicably, and easily disturbed his senses.

 

The lost of control was something that he cannot accept.

 

Does he really want to be dominated by his lower body?

 

Absolutely not.

 

He Zhou couldn't bear to look at Ji Yu's naked body, but still comforted him in a calm tone: "This is a normal physiological reaction."

 

Ji Yu raised his head and retorted: "This is not normal!"

 

He Zhou sat against the wall and bent one leg to shield his own reaction: "Okay, it's not normal. But we can find a way to solve it."

 

"And how would we solve it? Let you fuck me?"

 

He Zhou shrugged: "That is also a way."

 

Seeing Ji Yu's ugly face, He Zhou quickly changed his words, "Of course there are other solutions."

 

Ji Yu raised his eyebrows: "Such as?"

 

"I can mark you temporarily."

 

He Zhou endured the turmoil in his heart and explained slowly, "Your mind is very awake, but your body is–"

 

He paused briefly, "The restlessness of the body can only be solved with a mark."

 

Ji Yu sneered: "Then wouldn't I have removed your mark in vain?"

 

He Zhou said: "A temporary mark is different from a complete mark. It is only temporary and can help you suppress the restlessness of your body without affecting your mind."

 

Ji Yu looked at He Zhou and said word by word: "But I hate the idea of marking very much. Even temporary ones."

 

Hearing Ji Yu’s response, He Zhou’s expression remain unchanged.

 

"What about sex? Do you hate it too?"

 

Ji Yu didn't answer immediately.

 

He lowered his eyes and thought for a while, then shook his head after a moment: "I don't hate it, but I think it should happen between two people who like each other."

 

He Zhou leaned against the wall and confessed, "I like you."

 

Ji Yu mumbled: "I know."

 

"And you?"

 

He Zhou raised his chin, "Why do you not like me?"

 

"It's not that I dislike you, per se. It’s just that—"

 

Ji Yu paused, looking confused, "Why would I like you?"

 

He Zhou raised his eyebrows: "If you didn’t feel anything about me, why would you suddenly question your own sexuality?"

 

Ji Yu was silent again.

 

Both his head and his heart were in a total mess, and he couldn't analyze anything about the “He Zhou problem.”

 

He Zhou pointed at his own heart: "I like you, and I admit it. What about you?"

 

Ji Yu looked at He Zhou irritably: "This is not a question of whether or not I can admit it. I really don't know, and I really can't figure it out. Do you know that my mind is very messed up right now? I can't think at all!"

 

After saying that, he stood up and walked around the bathroom a few times with one hand on his hip.

 

Not knowing what he was thinking of, Ji Yu suddenly bent down and picked up the showerhead. He quickly rinsed his entire body in front of He Zhou, then pulled a towel to dry his body.

 

Without looking at He Zhou, Ji Yu walked straight to the bathroom door, opens it, and took a peak. Seeing that the coast is clear, Ji Yu rushes into the bedroom, picked up the clothes prepared by He Zhou and quickly changed into them.

 

The clothes belonged to when He Zhou was much younger, but they were still far bigger than Ji Yu and even hang loosely on him.

 

"Say, what are you thinking about now?"

 

At some point, He Zhou had been standing by the bathroom door.

 

He was soaked all over, and the pants that stuck to his body could not hide bulging physical reaction.

 

Ji Yu only glanced at him and immediately withdrew his gaze: "I'll just do what I need to do first, and then I'll think about the rest when I'm free."

 

Everything today happened too suddenly.

 

First, Ji Yu was cast into a turmoil of self-doubt and ended up awakening his sexuality.

 

Next, he suffered uncontrollable physical reactions, leaving him flustered and helpless.

 

Then, there was He Zhou's kiss and confession.

 

Finally, there was the ultimate question of whether or not he liked He Zhou.

 

Now, Ji Yu’s brain had been completely fried, and he needs some time to think by himself.

 

He Zhou frowned: "What about your body?"

 

Ji Yu raised his eyes and looked at him: "Do you have a handkerchief? A clean one."

 

He Zhou was startled: "You..."

 

Ji Yu rubbed his nose: "Well, just lend it to me first, I can still bear with it."

 

The restlessness Ji Yu felt this time was not like the previous heat period that made him lose his mind. He was able to remained very clear-headed, and, although the feeling was somewhat irritable, it was not impossible to endure it.

 

He Zhou looked at Ji Yu with complicated eyes. Without saying anything, he walked towards a nearby dresser and took out a clean handkerchief before handing it to Ji Yu.

 

"Here."

 

"Thank you."

 

Ji Yu walked into the bathroom with a handkerchief, closed the sliding door, and after a while, came out walking kind of stiffly.

 

He avoided He Zhou's gaze, and coughed awkwardly, "It's not good for me to meet your dad like this. Why don't you take me to meet Little Yu Zhou? I'll come over tomorrow morning to formally introduce myself to your father."

 

He Zhou stared at Ji Yu, wondering what was going on in that bizarre head.

 

After a while, He Zhou nodded, "Wait for me a bit, I will change my clothes."

 

Ji Yu: "Ok."

 

He Zhou entered the bathroom with clean clothes.

 

The sliding door was shut tightly and it was quiet inside for a long time.

 

After waiting for a while, Ji Yu couldn't help but walked near the bathroom door, wanting to knock and urge He Zhou to hurry up.

 

However, just as he raised his hand, there was a muffled moan from inside, and then the sound of water from the shower started to flow.

 

Ji Yu’s hand froze in mid-air, and he quickly jumped two steps back in embarrassment.

 

Unfortunately, no matter how far he retreated, the low moans mixed with the sound of water still reached his ears very clearly.

 

Ji Yu’s heart, which had finally calmed down, started pounding again, and his fair skin became red.

 

Ji Yu took a deep breath and tried to keep his voice steady: "I'll wait for you outside the bedroom."

 

The person inside didn't answer.

 

Ji Yu rushes out of the bedroom, before hastily slamming the door shut.

 

Across two doors, the sounds from the bathroom finally disappeared.

 

Ji Yu breathed a long sigh of relief, and raised his hand to wipe the sweat from his forehead. He raised his head and relaxed his body against the wall next to the door.

 

He wanted to take this spare time to run through today's events, but before his thoughts could begin, he heard a familiar cry.

 

—It’s the voice of Little Yu Zhou!

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Lyrus: Honestly, the back and forth between these two is like an out-of-date mochi, kinda sweet, kinda bitter, but mostly just hurts my jaw. 

"Why don't you like me?" This from a man that got off on thinking about MC using his handkerchief like a pad. He Zhou, buddy, do you even own a mirror? 

Also, Idk how I feel about Ji Yu's coming out/pity party in the bathroom. It's a bit on the nose. How do you guys feel about it? Did the author nailed the gay awakening, or is Ji Yu the only thing getting nailed? 

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