I Found Myself Pregnant After Becoming An Omega 40
Chapter 40: Thin
Lips and Hot Breaths
He Zhou sat down
on a nearby chair, his shirt already thrown aside.
The sound of flushing
water came out from the gap in the tightly closed sliding door and drifted into
his ears.
However, what He
Zhou was thinking about was not the person currently taking a shower, but the
person who rode on horseback minutes ago, holding his head high and smiling.
A bright and
flamboyant figure.
The two Ji Yu were
completely different.
He Zhou already knew,
but he realized it even more clearly today.
His eyelashes trembled,
and his gaze fell on the rough open fingers. Gently rubbing the dry fingertips,
he remembered the red earlobes and soft palms.
In the beginning,
while waiting to pick a horse, Ji Yu had only stood obediently beside He Zhou. The
young Omega looked particularly docile and meek, like a little lamb, ready to
obey whatever He Zhou desires.
However, as soon as he got on the
horse, Ji Yu’s whole person changed.
The shy obedience was replaced by an
untamable and fierce wantonness, thirsting for freedom.
The way Ji Yu looked down while
sitting on his horse, confident and proud, as if the whole world should be beneath
his feet.
Just thinking about it, He Zhou's eyes
darkened and his Adam's apple moved.
Whenever he remembers Ji Yu’s
appearance at that time, a strong desire to conquer erupted from his heart.
But is it really just the desire to
conquer?
In that swirling vortex of desires,
there seem to be something more...
He Zhou rested his head on one hand
and looked at the bathroom with deep eyes.
"Ji Yu."
He Zhou suddenly opened his mouth, and
realized that his voice was a little hoarse.
"Huh?"
There was a reply mixed with the sound
of water coming from the bathroom.
He Zhou's fingers moved, and he
suddenly stood up and walked to the bathroom door. Clearing his throat, he
asked: "When did you learn to ride a horse?"
He Zhou seems to have realized that he
did not understand Ji Yu as well as he thought.
Aside from the fact that this “Ji Yu” came
from an alternate world, was smart, strong, good at school, and had limited
views on sexual orientation, He Zhou knew nothing else.
Furthermore, all the information about
Ji Yu was revealed by himself on his own initiative, and not because He Zhou
had taken the time or the effort to find out.
He Zhou was shocked at this
revelation.
Getting to know all of Ji Yu’s life
and interests should have been the one of the first thing he does. He should
have thought about this a long time ago, and should have been working hard to
get to know Ji Yu better.
Why did he only think of this now?
Tsk.
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In the bathroom.
A hazy mist enveloped Ji Yu’s whole
body, and water flowed endlessly down from the top of his head.
Ji Yu replied casually: "At about
ten years old."
He is now worried about this strange
liquid that was dripping from his hands.
To be precise, it was the liquid
leaking from his butt.
His mark-removal surgery was only a
few days ago, and he had injected himself with an inhibitor today, so it was absolutely
impossible for him to go into heat.
Ji Yu's body didn't feel hot, nor was he getting muddleheaded.
It's just a little "itchy."
It was a strange "itch" in his heart
and an even stranger "itch" in his body.
The feeling wasn’t too strong, and Ji
Yu could still bear with it. However, it was so abrupt that he couldn't turn a
blind eye to it and desperately wanted to understand the reason why.
"Who taught you?"
Outside the door, He Zhou was still asking.
Ji Yu turned off the shower and wiped his hands with a towel.
He then rummaged through his dirty clothes, looking for his phone:
"My dad taught me."
"What was your previous... home like?"
Ji Yu took out his phone and replied casually: "Why are you
suddenly asking this?"
"Just wanted to know."
Ji Yu turned on his phone and focused all his attention on the
screen.
He typed frantically and replied in a vague voice: "It's just
me and my dad. We also have a dog at home. My family is very harmonious and
everything was fine."
After speaking,
he looked around, walked to the bathtub and sat down.
The search engine
produced some answers, but the answers were all kinds of weird. After thinking
about it, Ji Yu narrowed the scope his questions and posted his question to a
public forum.
[Why does the
lower body feels itchy and leaks even after taking inhibitors?]
After pressing the
post button, Ji Yu’s entire face turned red, feeling like he was doing
something particularly shameful.
He Zhou seems to
be asking something again, but Ji Yu didn't hear it clearly.
"What did
you just say?"
"Do you like
dogs?" He Zhou repeated.
Ji Yu hummed,
"I do."
Shortly after Ji Yu posted his
question, the comment area began to filled up with replies.
Ji Yu reached out and swiped the
screen, looking at the answers one after another. However, the more he reads,
the more confused he became.
[Are you having sex regularly? If so, then
it's normal. It's either due to dissatisfaction from not getting enough, or
inflammation as a result of an infection after having sex. Just go to the
hospital for a checkup.]
[This happens even after taking
inhibitors? Is your Alpha around? Is his deliberately releasing his pheromone?]
[Maybe it’s because your natural
desire is too strong.]
[Does this only happen when you’re around
your Alpha? When I went on vacation with my Alpha, I wanted him all the time. I
long for him both physically and mentally~]
[Are you pregnant? It is useless to
take inhibitors during pregnancy. Since both the mother and the baby need the
father’s pheromones, your body will have an instinctive desire to be
penetrated. The desire will be stronger than usual, but these are normal
physiological reactions. PS: If not, just pretend I didn’t say anything.]
After reading through multiple
replies…
Ji Yu: "None of them seem to be right."
He just went to the hospital last
month and had a complete physical examination.
If there were any diseases, the doctor
would have already told him.
Could he have caught something in the
past few days? But he didn't go anywhere or do anything out of the normal.
Besides, if it was a disease, it
shouldn't be in “that place.”
As for a sex life, he doesn’t have any.
Ever since transmigrating, his carnal desire was non-existent.
Things like pregnancy are even more
out-of-the-question.
The only comment that made Ji Yu
hesitant was the one mentioning [around your Alpha].
Thinking back, every time his neck
felt hot and his body felt strange, it seemed to happen whenever he was around He
Zhou.
Ji Yu touched his neck.
Although he could feel He Zhou's
pheromones, he shouldn't have such a big reaction to the slightest smell, especially
while wearing a neck ring.
So, pheromones may not be the main
problem.
So what is the real problem?
Ji Yu frowned and thought hard.
Suddenly, his whole body was shaken.
His eyes widened as a terrifying answer
came to mind:
He’s gay!
Looking back, Ji Yu had never been in
love, nor has he ever had a girlfriend. He is always surrounded by a group of “good
brothers.”
He likes to play basketball with other
boys, hanging out with other boys, eating and barbequing with other boys...
All the things he likes seem to have
nothing to do with girls.
Once Ji Yu’s thoughts moved in this
direction, it can no longer be stop.
The more Ji Yu thought about it, the
more panicked he became.
Ji Yu couldn't sit still anymore. He stood up and walked around the bathroom before squatting down against the wall. He bit his thumb anxiously and typed in the search bar:
[How to tell if you’re
gay?]
However, the search results came back
empty.
In this current world, and there are
all kinds of combinations between male and female ABOs. There is no such thing
as gay or straight.
The question [Is it normal for boys to
like boys] in a society where homosexuality is the norm was the same as asking [Is
it normal for boys to like girls] in his original world.
Not to mention the answer, such
questions was extremely rare.
Ji Yu was a little dumbfounded.
What to do now?
What is going on with his situation, and how should he solve it?
Just then, there was a "crash" sound.
The sliding door was pushed open and He Zhou looked in. He frowned
when he saw Ji Yu squatting on the ground, "Are you okay?"
Ji Yu looked at him, paused and said, "...I'm fine."
He Zhou still remembered what happened last time, and asked again:
"Lack of oxygen? Low blood sugar? Dizziness?"
Ji Yu shook his head: "None."
"Then what are you doing
squatting on the floor?"
He Zhou took a step inside, "Why
didn't you reply to what I said you just now? I thought you had fainted
again."
Ji Yu didn't say a word because his
attention was completely attracted by a red scratch on He Zhou's hip.
He suddenly remembered that when they
were rushed by the pack of pit bulls earlier, He Zhou had pulled him into his
arms. However, Ji Yu’s body was unstable for a moment and slammed directly into
He Zhou’s chest, causing his nails to stabbed and scratched He Zhou’s waist.
At that time, he only knew that the
corner of He Zhou's clothes had been damaged a little, but he did not expect
that an actual mark would be left behind.
The red mark is surprisingly long, starting
from the top of the waist, stretching all the way down below the belt.
Charming and ambiguous, it invites
prying eyes.
He Zhou: "What are you looking
at?"
Ji Yu came back to his senses, "Is
your waist... okay?"
He Zhou walked over: "It’s fine.
I was just wondering what you were reading on your ph—"
His voice suddenly stopped, and He
Zhou stood still. He looked down at Ji Yu with a trace of surprise on his
expression.
Ji Yu: "..."
Ji Yu’s finger quickly pressed the
home button and immediately turned off the screen.
He Zhou sneered: "I've already seen
it."
Ji Yu, who was still squatting on the
ground, remain silent.
His eyes moved up and landed on He
Zhou's neck, where he saw that He Zhou was wearing a pheromone suppressing
patch.
Ji Yu didn’t feel that He Zhou was
deliberately releasing pheromone, nor did he feel that his behavior was getting
out of control, it’s just…
The “itch” was getting even more
intense.
He could even smell the warm, sticky,
and damp mist all around.
One was standing, one squatted.
One looked up, and the other looked
down.
Neither of them spoke, but their
expressions seemed to communicate a deeper meaning, and a subtle atmosphere lingered
between the two.
After looking at each other for a
while, it was He Zhou who took the initiative to squat down.
He leaned forward slightly and looked
closely at Ji Yu's face, which was pink and clean from the shower.
"Why did you search that?"
Ji Yu pursed his lower lip:
"...What do you think?"
He Zhou lowered his voice, but quietly
raised his lips: "You suspect that you like men."
Ji Yu looked away awkwardly: "…Yeah."
"Who do you like?"
The light words seemed to be wrapped
in a fireball, igniting Ji Yu's whole body.
His face turned red with embarrassment
and sweat broke out on his forehead.
Ji Yu tried to clarify: "I don't
like anyone. I just doubted whether I have been led astray by this world."
Like an expert hunter, He Zhou begins
to cornered his prey, step by step: "Why do you have this suspicion?"
Ji Yu frowned, "I was just
curious. There’s nothing wrong with that, right?"
He Zhou laughed: "Of
course."
He pointed to the phone, "But you
couldn’t find the answer."
"Ah," Ji Yu’s voice was dry,
"If I can’t find it, then I can’t find it. Big deal."
He Zhou said, "Why didn’t you
come to me?"
"Huh?" Ji Yu looked
confused.
He Zhou raised
his eyebrows: "I can help you find the answer."
Ji Yu frowned:
"How can you help?"
He Zhou stretched
out his hand to support the side of Ji Yu's head. He slowly lowered his own head
and didn't stop until there was only an inch of distance between their faces.
Ji Yu wanted to
shrink back, but there was a wall behind him: "What do you want to
do?"
He Zhou lowered his eyes and whispered.
"Help you."
"Wha-uh?!"
Something soft touched his lips, but before Ji Yu could react, the
other person had already stepped away.
Ji Yu was stunned.
He stared wide-eyed, not knowing whether to punch He Zhou or just kill
him directly.
Just as Ji Yu was thinking, He Zhou asked: "Was it
disgusting?"
Ji Yu was at a loss: "…I don't feel anything…"
After a while, Ji Yu seemed to regain his voice, "You’re using
this method to help me? Isn't it too childish? I think you’re just trying to
take advantage of me. What kind of testing method is this?"
He Zhou chuckled: "It's a bit childish, but it works."
As soon as He Zhou’s words fell, Ji Yu
felt his eyes darken. A shadow passed by his face, and his lips felt a hot wet
sensation, as if he had been licked by something.
Ji Yu: "!!!"
"What the hell-"
Before Ji Yu
could let a scold, He Zhou interrupted him with a smile: "Is it disgusting
now?"
Ji Yu was
startled again: "It's…okay. I don't particularly feel much."
He was no longer
angry, but felt a little helpless and funny.
"I don't think this can prove whether I am gay or not, because my mind is actually quite open. I don't discriminate against gay people, and even feels quite comfortable when I see two men holding hands, hugging and kissing in public.
Besides, boys show
intimacy and affections for one another all the time. It doesn't have to be weird. For
example, there are pranks and punishment games where the losers have to kiss
each other, and—"
He Zhou
interrupted: "So you’re okay with kissing all your male classmates,
friends, and bros?"
Ji Yu choked and
became silent again.
His mind was in a mess, as if it had short-circuited.
"Well, are you?" He Zhou asked
again.
Ji Yu blinked, and shook his head, "No."
"Then are you okay with them
kissing you?"
Ji Yu shook his head again.
He Zhou lowered his head. This time he
did not do anything, but just stayed very close to Ji Yu.
Their breaths intertwined, and the distance
between their lips was extremely close.
He Zhou felt Ji Yu's rapid breathing
and his nervousness. But he didn't give Ji Yu any room to escape, and pressed
his body lower, almost trapping Ji Yu in his arms.
Ji Yu suddenly said: "Don't you
want to be my good brother?"
His heart was beating extremely fast
and body kept sweating profusely.
Ji Yu felt as if he had just been
fished out of the sea, his whole body was dripping wet.
At this point, most of the denials has
been obliterated.
He was almost certain that he was gay
and that he liked men.
Living for such a long time, his heart
has never ever beaten so fast for a girl. He never had a single thought about
holding hands, hugging, or kissing a girl.
But now…
…Ji Yu could almost imagine what He
Zhou’s next kiss would taste like.
It should be the kind where lips and
tongues are intertwined.
Ji Yu was never one to run away from
the facts.
He just felt nervous, as if after their
next kiss, his sexual orientation would be given the final verdict.
As for the person kissing him...
Ji Yu looked at He Zhou, his mind and
heart confused.
He suddenly couldn't tell what his
attitude towards He Zhou was anymore.
Brotherly love?
Romantic love?
If you can accept a kiss from someone,
does that mean you like them?
But what does he like about He Zhou?
Or is it that his soul and thoughts
are finally assimilated by this body and this world?
Or is his body unconsciously affected
by the pheromone matching?
Or is it that He Zhou just happened to
be here at the exact same time as his gay awakening, so He Zhou appears more
special somehow?
But no matter what, they definitely
can’t be “good brothers” anymore.
As for what to do in the future—
Ji Yu’s brain can no longer think
about so much. He can only take it one step at a time.
After not hearing He Zhou's respond
for a long time, Ji Yu gradually relaxed.
His body completely slopped down like
a broken pot and leaned against the wall. His nervousness slowly faded away,
and his face became much calmer.
Ji Yu raised his eyes and looked at He
Zhou, "If you do that again, we will no longer be able to return to
being brothers."
As he spoke, he stretched out a finger
and poked He Zhou's chest.
Placing his fingertips directly above
He Zhou’s heart, Ji Yu looked into He Zhou's eyes.
"Do you really want to kiss me?
Whether this kiss is because you like me or because of something else, you have
to think clearly."
He Zhou lowered his eyes, and suddenly
laughed softly: "Then have you thought about it clearly?"
Ji Yu nodded.
He Zhou: "And?"
Ji Yu said:
"I have fully determined that I like men."
He Zhou laughed
softly again, his strong chest trembling slightly.
He Zhou’s voice
was hoarse: "Then I'm at a loss."
Ji Yu raised his
eyebrows: "Huh?"
The smile on He
Zhou’s face disappeared. He looked directly into Ji Yu's eyes and said word by word:
"I kissed
you because I like you."
Ji Yu looked at the
man in front of him blankly, and the hands hanging by his sides gradually
tightened.
He Zhou added:
"As for being brothers—"
Ji Yu couldn’t say anything.
He inexplicably felt that the air
around him was so thin that he felt a little short of breath.
He Zhou sneered, and the hand that was
supported on the wall moved to the back of Ji Yu's head.
A strong big palm pressed against Ji
Yu’s scalp, slightly rough fingers passed through the soft and moist short
hair, while the other hand grasped the beautiful chin.
He Zhou and Ji Yu looked at each other
for a second, their faces ever inching closer to each other.
He Zhou lowered his face, and the hand
holding Ji Yu’s chin exerted a slight force.
Four thin lips touched, and their hot
breaths completely blended together.
"Who the fuck wants to be your brother?"
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Lyrus: I swear, what is it with these two and bathrooms?
Also, Congratulations to Ji Yu's coming out, and He Zhou's successful hunt (almost). Huzzah!
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Thanks for the chapter. 😀
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This chapter made my heart flutter!
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